Time and time again, I tell myself to get over you. But every single time you come CO, all of my efforts are wasted. I know that poly is starting soon, and you're just making the effort to come and visit your friends(maybe me) before you start being very busy. Haifa, I really don't know what's going in your mind anymore. Each time you come, I just think of how pathetic I am to still love you when you are with that slut. Yes. That slut, NPS. well, if you don't know. She insulting me again on our anniversary. "get over it, bitch. Stop barking alr. It's been sooooooo fehhhhreaking long." see, that's how your beloved princess treat me. You blame me for calling her a slut. She calls me a dog. So how about that, you tell me which one is worst? Fugggg....... See, I'm hurting myself again. Time and time again. I should really get over you. I really should. Sigh.......... I'm just looking forward to the day when you will stop coming CO and then will start to forget you. Really. I don't even know why am I torturing myself.