Tell me about it, what else could more when you are there for someone and when you need them, they're not there. They're not there for you but they'll be there for others. It's like you dont even matter to them, at all.
 C'mon, tell me. How someone can be so important in your life and you are just one of his/her closest friends.

It's like you don't even dare to call his/her your best friend, your bff. Because he/she might not think the same way as you do. You're afraid that if you put in a lot of effort in this friendship, it might not even work out in the very end.

The Hunger Games

Yknow, about The Hunger Games Trilogy, i didn't really want to get that. It was $31.40, quite cheap for 3 books. BUT, I've read book 1 and book 2 already. So i'm left with the 3rd book which is Mocking Jay. But i got all the entire series as it was cheaper plus i can re-read them anytime i want. 1 book is $19.90, damn ex. Really want to start reading it but i need to study. i know myself best so i know that if i start reading, i can't stop. Gonna lend the first book to Cordelia. She better take care of it. 
Everyone should go and read the hunger games. It is damn nice, better than Twilight even if i'm twilight fan too.

THUMBS UP FOR THE HUNGER GAMES (Y)

Guess i was wrong?

hihihi. Well, i apologized... not really la, just bought her a balloon ^^
and she liked it. Practical exam today. Screwed it up. didnt have time to finish it :( Last day of exam tmr, YAYYYY! Hahaha, can't wait to go shopping with Carmen this weekend.
This was yesterday. no paper so i stayed home for the afternoon but went Tiong to have my toes painted. ^^

Firefiles are so beautiful

I GOT THE HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY

 All 3 books ^^

 Happy me with the hunger games books. got the like finally <3

It's not how long the event have been. It was how hurt I was that fucking day. How some things I can remember so clearly. How empty I felt. How some emotions just wouldn't go away. How I remembered your face that day. How you spoke to me. How you spoke to him.

And how you left me.

You just have to know that it's not about the pride, it's about you. Knowing that I might lost you any minute since you and him patched back, just makes me cry. And yes, I am crying while typing it. We are quarreling because of him yeah?
You have to remember who picked you up, who was with you through all the thick and thins. We are reaching our 1 year anniversary already, reaching. And I have a feeling that our 1 year anniversary will never reach. He was the one that brought you to that stage, that stage where everyone hated you, even your bee. Isn't it? I was with you. I was the only one with you.
Ahhh, I don't know what to say. I just dont know. Therefore, I will just bomb everything out.
I just don't get it, I took such a long time, such a long long time. Just to have that position in your heart. he, can just simply talk to you for a few days, and bam, same rank as me. Mmmmm... Not bad yeah? I see what he did there. You clearly know that I don't like him. but you still do things that I don't like. I don't see that bringing us together will make us better. E It just makes us worst. Walking downhill together, makes me feels like a loner. Am I suppose to laugh with all those jokes he make? Because I don't find them funny at all, it is just stupid. -.- whatever lah hor? Just whatever. At the end of the day, I will still be me. You will still be you. He will still be him. Let's just see what will really happen to this "friendship" we have. "friendship" you guys have. Don't come crying to me the next time this things happens to you again. By then, I may not be by your side anymore. That is when you will start to miss me. They say: you will only miss someone, when you realized that they're not there with you anymore. Just remember, what makes you think that if it can happened for the first time, wouldn't happen for the second time? All you have to do is to wait for it. Yes, I will let go. I will. Maybe today, maybe tmr, maybe next month, maybe next year. It wouldn't be easy, but I will still try.
Thanks XY. Really. For making me feel like a idiot.

P.S I always thought that this friendship of ours would last long. Long till our sons and daughter will be best friends like how we used to be. Used to be.

It's just, unfair.

I just don't get it. I met you first, knew you first. but the very moment she appeared,I'm just nothing. Despite all the efforts i've put in our relationship, it just vanishes within moments . She can just take you away from me effortlessly, while I fight my way through the crowds just to have you. And when I finally have you, you just slip through the fingers of mine into here. Bam, officially outta your fucking life.
See, it is just so damn easy. So damn fucking easy and we are now history. You will never think about me again. While I'm here, thinking of all the memories you have left for me. Good job. A job well done. Yknow what? I want you to suck on this. -'-

Because people are easily replaced nowadays. Nothing last long.

Eyes that speaks a thousand words