I'm having so much problems now and i don't even know where to start.

k, let's start with family first.

daddy is totally freaking me out. just cried because of him. he is having some sleeping problems now. It's like when people start to get old, they're just afraid of death. death is mainly about sleeping, so he is afraid to sleep now because he  is scared that what if he couldn't wake up the next day. what will happened to our family? "Remember to love your parents. We are so busy growing up, we often forget they are also growing old." yes, i have forgotten that daddy is getting old day by day. i even lost count of how old he is. 50? or 51? what an unfilial daughter i am. all i know is to collect pocket money with him. i really need to start spending time with daddy soon. before anything happened to him. i am crying now while typing this. so to all the readers out there, cherish the time with your parents. be it a hour, a minute or even a second. just cherish them.

Just talked to my mum about dad. she is worried about dad too. Cried in front of mum just now. cried so hard about it. All i want is that my parents will be happy and healthy. i'll be a good girl and study hard for my O levels. i promise.

Please be healthy, daddy and mummy. I love you... Always.