27/02/2010

Hey. It's suppose to be our 2nd year anniversary tmr. I miss you. I miss your everything. I miss your fingers. I miss your smell. I miss your hugs. I miss your kisses. I miss your piggyback. I miss your advice. I miss your long text messages. I miss how we love each other. I miss how we smile at each other. I miss how our fingers fit so perfectly between the spaces. I miss how you bear with me no matter how hot tempered I am. I miss how you get jealous at the boys I'm close with. I miss how you kiss my tears whenever I cry. I miss how we compare with each other who love who more. I miss how people envy us. I miss how you move your chest(which I called them boobs) up and down to irritate me whenever I'm lying on it. I miss how you actually came over to my area and we will sit at the stairs for hours and chat. I miss us. I miss us walking down hill holding hands. I miss having you by my side. I miss having you to text me Maths. I miss having pepper lunch with you. I miss having Seoul Garden with you. I miss our couple items. I miss our couple Nike shoes. I miss our couple Fourskin slippers. I miss our couple key chains. I miss telling you about the latest gossips. I miss telling you how irritating people is. I miss telling you how much I hate this person in particular. I miss taking photos with you. I miss watching movies with you. I miss texting you till 3/4 in the morning. I'm sorry for hurting you. I didn't mean it, really. Thanks for all those sweet memories that we had together. I didn't cherish you when you you were with me. Regretting only after you left. I've told myself once. If you came on Valentine's day, that means that you still have that little feeling for me. If you didnt came, then I'll get over you. In the end, you came. Do you know how happy I was? But on second thought, you're still with her. K never mind. I have decided to move on and concentrate on my studies already. Since you have already move on, I should stop clinging to the past and move on too. I can NEVER give you two my blessings. I have my reasons. Thanks for everything qw.:) I've also understood what you meant by we can't be friends. Let's stay like this, pretending that we're strangers. Just so you know, my heart still skips a beat whenever I see you :)